oh dear!exam... 'o'

salam...
dear books...
nape la ko tebal sgt???
yeah,supposed to be studying rite now,but as usual,i'm doing something else!
wokey RIA WARDIAH!GOOD LUCK WITH UR EXAM~!!!!!!!!!!! *sigh* "luck will never guarantee an A"- said my mom...yeah,i know...haizz...

p/s: da lama xupdate...well,BUSY!
umm...ok,i lie...xde mood sbenarnye...kekeke~~

disappointed..

salam...
stress out and feeling down...
why cant we be happy like other people?
i love u so much but i'm very disappointed in u...
i have try my very hard to be the best but it will never going to be good enough for you right?
what else do you want me to do?
why do you keep yelling at me?
do you even care about me?
do u even love me???
money is all what you care for right?
fine, i understood...
i wont bother u anymore...
i hope u r happy living like this...
cos i want u to be happy...
cos u r my love ones...
take care, i'm sorry...
i failed to pleased u...
but i love u...

p/s: to those who are reading this,please dont ask me about this when you see me next time...this is a very personal matter to me and i dont want to talk about it...i know i should not wrote personal matters in the blog if i dont want people to read it but i just used this blog coz i need some space to pour things out...i dont know elsewhere to go..please...i ask for your understanding...

april fool!

salam...
its april fool today and i feel like a fool!
but whatever...dont even want to think about it..
nway,cm xcaye we are already in april!!!lots of bday is coming up, so, HAPPY BDAY PEOPLE!!!especially to my senget lil bro,AMER HAKEEM BIN AZMI.. sriusly,he has changed A LOT!dlu chubby gler2 cm hot air balloon skunk da bsar pnjang and slim...dlu mulut kalah murai but skunk pendiam nak mampos(which i hate)...dlu slekeh mcm monyet skunk bgaya cm dia lah manusia plg encem(but u still SO busuk my dear)...honestly,ble adk2 ku mkin m'besar,aku smakin takut...takut akan ilang gurau senda as a siblings...cth terbaek is with amer...dia sgt2 pendiam...i mean banding dlu n skunk...dlu bleh main wrestling2,skunk xde da...dlu sgt sronok kaco dia coz dia tkut gelap...skun adk ku da jd jantan macho yg xtakut gelap(kunun-kununnye!)awwww....i miss those time!!!to amer,epy bday dear...study leklok coz kak wadiah nk ko jd manusia!u will always be my lil bro that i will cherish 4eva...sory coz i know i can be so bz body and over protective sumtimes...u know i do that becoz i love u rite??enjoy ur bday k...doa kak wadiah n kak ya will always be with u...

p/s:today=emo day
lets chill people...dont let ur emotion hurting other people around u...u'll regret it...trust me,i've done that...

p/s:mamai baby,be strong dear...i know u r a superwoman...dont let the emo kills u...<3