disappointed..

salam...
stress out and feeling down...
why cant we be happy like other people?
i love u so much but i'm very disappointed in u...
i have try my very hard to be the best but it will never going to be good enough for you right?
what else do you want me to do?
why do you keep yelling at me?
do you even care about me?
do u even love me???
money is all what you care for right?
fine, i understood...
i wont bother u anymore...
i hope u r happy living like this...
cos i want u to be happy...
cos u r my love ones...
take care, i'm sorry...
i failed to pleased u...
but i love u...

p/s: to those who are reading this,please dont ask me about this when you see me next time...this is a very personal matter to me and i dont want to talk about it...i know i should not wrote personal matters in the blog if i dont want people to read it but i just used this blog coz i need some space to pour things out...i dont know elsewhere to go..please...i ask for your understanding...